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A Tale Of A Broken Soul"A Tale Of A Broken Soul"
By: Ulrich J S Edelstein
-Just continuously breathing,
Alive, but feeling as if I'm dead.
My emotions are just drowning me,
Along with my thoughts.
-I have no appetite,
I have no reason to believe a word anyone says,
There is no more trust,
Nor feeling of safety.
-I don't know how I am anymore.
I feel as if I just want to die,
And often dream of it.
I want to truly live,
Not just to breathe,
But feel as if I am really alive.
-Days and days pass on,
Time eats away at my life,
Am I still alive?
Or am I just walking with the living?
-I tend to take a blade to my skin,
Ripping layers upon layers of flesh.
Just to feel a sense of sorts,
To see if this is my reality.
-I don't think about committing suicide,
Nor do I really want to.
But the subject of it does tend to creep inside my mind.
Nightmare tends to try to corrupt my mind more so.
-And I just dream of how my death would be.
Who would be there?
And who would sit back and laugh?
I'll be a
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